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your existence make me smile everyday when the sun's up

Thursday, January 21, 2010

good or bad news?

m freaking scare and worry right now...gosh!!!
Currently My head get painful every morning after i woke up...it's just like something inside pulling your head....and I will feel like muddle-headed or dizzy....
I don't know whether is it a sign for me that keep telling my body system is having some problem
Hopefully it is NOT KAY!!!

TODAY....I having class until 7pm in the evening..after back home, surely the1st thing I will do is take my dinner...because it's kind of hungry ghost feeling you know...it's too late for me to take my dinner at that time!!*TO ME ONLY YO*heeee

Before I take my mum homemade dinner...I just want to tight my hair up....and I found that my left hand's fingers can't move the way in what my brain ordering it, 5 of my fingers can't roll into a shape, and even a peace that i always do also can't.....how the feeling if you guy experience it...it was terrified enough...and i was cry....its just jam like 2 to 3 minutes...then my finger just can employ like normal...how lucky that its still can work like normal...and the feeling that i have at the time is just "fuuuuu..luckily and finally"...

But the signs that come into my body have never ended....my sounds immediately turn into weird and its just sounds like robot when I talk with my brother, and I really can't control it into the tone i want seriously...My bro kept laughing and copy my tone....how bad...but it was quite funny...and my mum even angry us when both us keep playing our weird tone...and my mum ask me rest and don't play anymore!!
it's take the same time to recover it....

It's really freaking me out!!
What happen to my body huh...
I don't want visit hospital anymore please!!
pray for me
may god bless me!!
amitafa!!



Monday, January 11, 2010

forgotten something!!


hi peeps!!!!
am i look exciting?
heee..yesss...I'm because i'm here to tell you something i had experienced yesterday
i forgotten to tell you all that i went for a movie with my man yesterday...
it was "paranormal activity"
which was recommended by jim~ben's bro!!

It was terrified and make me shout....and i was closed my eyes almost in every so called pre-scary scenes!Although I had closed my eyes but i still can heard the sounds=(..=(...and i wished i could leave the hall in the middle of the show..but i couldn't!!!....was forcing myself sitting inside and finish off the show....
After i watched this...I told myself don't ever go and waste money watch ghost show.....rather than watch other comedy and thriller movie will be better to me...it's not because of this show not nice...frankly, it was nice...it's just not the show i used to watch...i scare ghost seriously!!i would always imagine whether is there anyone standing, sleeping, breathing beside me after watch scary movie....always like to over imagine..sounds a bit insane right?sometimes..I'm insane....and the last result was...i can't sleep the whole night yesterday....

If you guys not scare of ghost and interested about ghost show...this will be a good chance to let you spend your very pleasure weekend into the cinema!!!

shop for new year??

5th of january 2010...time flies...it's coming to chinese new year soon...

I had a great and gorgeous life in the 2009...all beacause of him

MY MAN~~MY TRUE MAN~~MY RIGHT MAN

As I said above, new year is just in few weeks times......but you know...I'm so so excited right now though it still need to take one month to reach it.The breeze that only we can feel during the coming day of new year throughout the whole year...it is strong enough to let your hair change into messy...I personnally love the feeling of this, how about you??peeps....cause its telling me Its time to get some new year stuff especially clothing...teeheee^^
Somehow, to this 2010...girls like to buy clothing no matter what day...while follow their mood *****everyday^^, for those rich person*envy*********
chinese believes that we must have new ones during new year ...it just will bring us a good, healthy and wealthy for the upcoming days....

Unfortunately, due to the reason of working....i hardly to get my time to go KL with my family...soooo I went with my babyboy on weekdays...we went to times square, sungai wang, sunway pyramid, mid valley, and one utama in 3 days time........and my sis and her bf met us up at sunway on the 2nd day....

seriously, this was a sad case...because not pretty much clothing i can buy at there...because the trend recently was mess me up....I donno what should i buy...so headache and fed up of this....so i just simply bought some...and regret of it..heee^^*girl always do such thing right?agree with me?*...at last all will become the holding stock in my wardrobe and my baby will keep mumbling beside my ears**#$%*#!$*#*, I'M used with it d=)wakaka...so I trying so so hard to get the newest fashion clothing right now...
here some photo taken of the days>>>>>chik chak>>>>
















that's all for the days...will get more shopping soon=)see you!!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

do u read me??

hey body right there!!
centre parting doesn't suit to your face
seriously, no cheating here!!
...
not everything ppl can do, you also can do kay??

wth i m doin here!!haiz

Friday, January 8, 2010

crack my brain into juicy

why i cant change my style...
why ppl of you can become so beautiful in such a short time...but i can't
why i can't just look that nice like you ppl
why i always can't can't can't


teach me plssss ppl out there!!!
I need your help seriously!!
indeed!!!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

unpredictable!!

♥It's 2-01-2010, saturday, 11.59 pm♥

I'm currently listening a song...That make my tears rolling down through my cheek uncontrollable now=( *my eye bags wil become bigger tomolo, cham*
But I dono what is the reason that make me feel like wanna cry!!
may be I'm missing somebody, or too much pressure on my shoulder, or got ppl bully me??haaa
That why I'm here to blog again♥hope this blog can make me feel relief or better...Don't cry anymore=)

Future is unpredictable, we will never know what wil happen next...always and always!!
HOw a earth can change, when can it gone suddenly!!
When the ice land of the north pole will melting suddenly??
When is the other disaster we will be facing soon??
Nobody will know ever!!
How a person change so so fast, how they change their behaviour?why they want to change?
What suppose to be happen in every second?
every moment is changing us or we changing them, human being!!

That why I always tell myself don't think too much, don't be so stubborn!!Don't feel jealous about other!They have their best, we also have!
Is god that fair??^^
Always having a lenient heart♥forgive other who makes you angry, who makes you feel like want to cry.
Try to forgive those ppl easily, that only can make yourself live more happily!!*In fact, It's really really hard for me to do that until now, but I'm trying to learn it and use with it, seriously, no cheat*
Why not we smile everyday to pass our precious days rather than scowling everyday, angry everyday, right!!
If ppl want it just give it, don't ever fight over it!!
Make yourself happy and you onwself as well=)

Live your life up,
make it full of colour that will never let you regret after,
treasure everything that god gives you, and appreciates as well♥

Hope that I can really learn it!FIGHTING hardly and never wanted to be given up to learning this!
And to all of you as well♥
gambatey together♥